The Last Day

Finally,this day has come..........at 9:30 pm ,October 11,2007 ......Our beloved sister left us forever.It was the same time but different year as my husband's mother.........very sad.
Eventhough we knew the results but when I heard the news from our relatives,I couldn't stop sadness.

Tomorrow we will move her to a temple and make a water body ceremony then set a creamation but now I can't tell the exactly date.

For now I can do nothing only sad and thinking of her so much.I will tell Neo about his aunt who loved him and used to look after him....even not much as me ,husband or nanny,but she did with love.I won't let Neo forgot her.

Hope she's in heaven now...............

Move to New Place

I still getting down and life is changed to uncomfortable life style.Actually the stress from my relatives....but today got one crazy thing annoyed me very much....about some business network.It's really crazy for me that make me feel like I've broken heart..........

For the most seriously,our beloved relatives,we found that 3 days in Samittivej hopital made us pay more than 200,000 Baht.........my Godness....crazy for only stayed do not be got any operations.....So it's lucky that we found new hospital for her between waiting for Siriraj hospital because we can save money to do other important things.

Actaully we know the expense here,Samittivej hospital,is quite high but the doctor said only 1 night about 100,000 Baht...or a little more...but in fact it's more than they guessed....

I prays for her everyday even know there are less hope.....

God bless you,our beloved sister...

Into the Blue

A few days ago ,I quite busy from works and about my relatives who got accident last week.This time we I can touch the stress from relatives .I asked some friends who are doctors about the symptoms that my relatives is facing.The result is not good and when I saw her at hospital...my god...she've no response but breething.It's not good in my opinion but the others said she was better than the day before....that's why I can't said to anybody except my husband.

I've many many things in head and want to tell in this blog but don't know how to start.

First of all,I 've to tell that after she got accident we sent her to the privacy hospial for one night and took one CT scanning,for checked brain damaged,then moved her to government hospital cause one night in this hospital ,the expense is more than 50'000 bahts.(1,550 us dollars).

I think the worst I've to tell is about the Government thospital.Buildings,facilities,equipment and personnels.The first is there's no ICU room for my relatives which is in Coma then they let her stayed at normal room ...there's no control for infections cause everybody can comes to that room.

For equiments,it's too old for using nowadays,cause one doctor ,from another hospital ,who came to see her said that no one choose an old equipments like this for patients now.

For Personnels.........It's very big problems I think, 4 days before...my nephew who is the patient's daughter told that she noticed her mom stop breathing...and told the nurse then the nurse came to checked and found that ...the oxygen filler was stop working.What was happened if my nephew didn't noticed her mom.....after that ,everyday,she couldn't sleep all nights cause don't trust the old equipment anymore.

The last thing I ever know and it's the worst in my opinion is about the doctor who look after her.Yesterday ,we decided to move to Samitivej hospital because one doctor who works at Samittivej hospital called to asked the patient's profile from a Nurse who look after the patient,then she told us that we must moved her as soon as possible.

When she arrived the third hospital,the doctor there took CT scan results from the first day she got accident (from first privay hospital)and the third day after got crashed which was took from the government hospital and compared.He quite worried after saw casue there's much swelling in brain....but you know when the patient stayed at the government hospital,the doctor said there's no brain damage and no swell.What's the hell is going on the doctor from government hospital?

For now ,I heard that it's zero percent for alive.Very sad for me.....How should we do next..?